| Monday, October 12, 2009 |
| I would like to just... |
what does it mean when everything you do seems to be pointless? even the simplest things like eating is meaningless. why do all living things need to eat? why when u cry, this liquid substance flows down your face leaving a weird stain when it dries?
what does it mean when you start eating minimal just to keep your heart pumping and not for any sort of enjoyment? what does it mean when every breath you take feels like its going to be the last one? and better yet, you don't really care if it really turns out to the the last.
what does it mean when you start popping pills (amount unknown even to your ownself) and just lay in bed to sleep? what does it mean when you don't care if you never see the people you love ever again by leaving this world?
it's all very strange to me that i'm almost emotionless. the moments after the last breathe seems exactly what i'm craving for.
endless sleep. |
posted by kimmiee @ 6:59 AM  |
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| Thursday, October 8, 2009 |
| No Lifer |
no updates for a pretty long time.
forgot how to type.
been bumming for these couple of months. dont know what's my next step.
and its frightening scary.
how nice it would be to just wake up one morning knowing what to do. |
| posted by kimmiee @ 3:07 AM |
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