i love the way you hug me, you're so cuddly, you make me feel real safe. i love the way u understand me. i love how u took care of me when i was at my worst. i love every single minute we spend together. i love being able to cry on your shoulders. i love how only you can take my nonsenses. i love how precious you can be to me. i love how we always managed to come through most obstacles. i love the way you love me. i love the fact that, you are my best friend.
that is why losing you would mean losing half of me. i can never see my future without you beside me.
so baby, no matter what the outcome is, you know i can never stop loving you.
"With you I can let my hair down I can say anything crazy I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground With nothing but a T-shirt on I never felt so beautiful Baby, as I do now Now that I'm with you "
its been rather hectic been meeting friends every single day till late.
thank goodness i have friends to accompany me through this ordeal. if not, i think i would have already been dead.
strange as it is when it goes downhill, its still something i would have expected.
it comes and goes so easily. mood goes up and down.
but i guess i could say i was somewhat prepared? because the end of year is near. and the festivities are here. it would probably be the third year i would spend it with friends again.
the vicious cycle is like a curse. that never goes away. its here every year. however this year it came as an early surprise.
frankly speaking, its so terrible and heart wrenching, i would have commited suicide. but i guess i treasure life.
dead beat today. went a thousand places... saw a thousand people.
okay not really a thousand people. but met new friends.
laptop has a thousand viruses. but i just got no time to sit home to clear it.
the little one was so cute today. saw how the mother disciplined her. and it was amazing how smart the 4 year old was.
but she was scared of uncle shawn. i think because we saw shawn a little too late today. little one was tired and grumpy. but still was really well behaved.
there are some things in life which are unforgetable. and worse - unforgivable.
sometimes when the truth disgusts me deeply, i would rather hear it then be lied to for months.
told a friend that i don't wanna introduce my guy friends to her anymore. because she would like to fuck every single one of them. (which she apparently did to one)
she would pester them with smses everyday and call them "baby". and the rest are scared of her. (even those who haven met her but heard of her dirty deeds dont want to ever be introduced to her.) avoiding her whenever she asks them out.
i regretted letting her know my close friends. i feel sorry towards my friends. like i've harm them by bringing in a little leech.
when i told her the reason why im not gonna intro her to anymore guys. she replied ," you dont have guy friends to intro me anyway."
at least we all know now. and we're avoiding her for every outings.
i cannot get that thought out of my head. i can't believe she was so good at acting blurr. not as innocent as we all thought.
sorry it had to end this way, shirley. but i am fucking disappointed. and hope not to see you again.
p/s. i can be a fucking bitch if you make me. just watch what i can do ;)
Attended Halloween Rave Underground yesterday. went with daniel, gab, ash, and joe.
Gabriel was the star of the night man. everyone wanted a piece of him. western chicks were grinding him.
the rest of us were just the supporting acts.
i went as an... ANGEL FAIRY.
smoking kills!
haha this was gab's first stick wearing his costume. if u see closely.. he can't even see anything!
love that spooky smoke effect. i'm not too sure whether it was from the smoking. or it was just there when i snapped it :X
the ultimate best dressed luh. gotta give it to them for dressing up like a dragon.
ash shook.
first shot with the star.
wished i was taller luh! because ash has to snap the photo higher. to snap the top of that tall axe. and it made me look pretty small :S
joe and ash were the 2 terriorsts with small, cute and bright looking water guns.
teehee! we were so couple-ly luh! one angel and one devil :D
overall. i didn't really enjoyed it. because it was so freaking stuffy inside. the fans were useless. i think those coffee shop fans were much better luh alcohol was said to be diluted.
saw alot of ang mohs shouting at Desmond Choo, the organizer, for their refunds. there was no bouncers.. or anyone at the entrance checking for tickets. there wasn't even those chop on the hand. people can gate crash anytime they want.
thats how yuan zhang got in. he was at a friend's chalet in Changi too.
can't wait to go for end of month's Halloween. yes! the real thing! location? i know where im going but im not gonna say! until much later i suppose.
i can never ever eat lunch again during lunch time. all canteens are so so so jam packed with people! both smoking bridges are so packed you can't even walk through without all because of people like yuan zhang, xueyang and gabriel! who started school and filled the school with impurities.
so i've kind of gone on a strike. so stay starved in the lab until the crowd is gone.
saw gab's house for the first time last night it was a really warm house. with tons of picture frames around the house.
Went Haji Lane with a bunch of lovely lovely friends just now. with the boyfriend, shawn, stanley and lyn came back just an hour ago and now its 6.30am. :D
at Mosi Cafe
shawn and the boyfriend
lyn joined us really really last minute after sending someone back
stoned shawn
stanley. had a hard time trying to take a good picture of him!
mosi cafe closed at 3am. so we hopped to another cafe nearby to have another round of shisha and drinks. non alcoholic drinks the whole night. surprisingly. :)
cost spent the whole night was about close to $80. $35 spent at Mosi and $30 spent at the other cafe that stanley recommended.
time spent and money spent there was quite alright. considering the fact that we talked a whole lot. gossiped a hell lot. was too many gossip to digest in a night!
since I'm the only one who brought a camera, its my duty to get this printed somehow and given to the grandma.
the cake
*******
we're not really a close family. i don't talk to my cousins at all, not even during Chinese New Year.
my sisters and i don't like them because of their snobbish and stuck up attitude i guess. during gatherings, they don't even greet their aunties and uncles, who are my parents and such.
but we still do make it a point to meet up during special occasions. to fake pretend a smile. or fake pretend a picture.
it's like, since we can't be all happy together, why not pretend that we are all beaming with joy?
so there you have it. the insides to my pretentious extended family :)
sidetracking for a lil bit.. . some people might be kinda confused. about his name. yuan zhang is shawn. shawn is yuan zhang. i call him yuan zhang but newer friends call him shawn. so sometimes i call him shawn too.
ok back to where were were.
it was a last minute thing. to surprise him at his workplace with cake, presents and card! took quite a bit of mess and tiny arguments to pull this off.
but looking at that. guess its all worth it after all! :)
the cake
yummy yummy oreo cake.
present.
zippo lighter.
his huge card.
shirley and lyn
markie was there too!
after cutting and eating of the cake, we went to Haji Lane's Mosi Cafe for a round of Shisha. and more present opening!
lovely birthday stones. made by shirley
shawn and shirley. shawn was holding on to that stick most of the night. Muahahaha
me and shawn. and hes still hanging on to the stick like a baby and his milk bottle!
shirley
pretty lyn. you'd never ever in your entire life guess her age.
below are some pictures from shirley's camera.
it was one of the most happiest moments of my life :)
how many of you girls want this beautiful baby? i know i would love to have this. the higher end model. cost about $2000plus
now imagine that u already have this pretty baby. and someone smashed the shit out of it. like this below...
ouch.
double ouch
well apparently, this was done out of a love/hate relationship between a guy and a girl in the boyfriend's office
this guy whose ex girlfriend works in the same office had a new girlfriend and the guy was suppose to reformat the new girlfriend's laptop. so the laptop was in the office.
the ex girlfriend knew about it and on the same day the laptop arrived, and when no one was looking, she destroyed it.
sometimes it just gets addictive with a new camera.
just keeps snapping and snapping and snapping.
plus i have UNLIMITED BATTERY. like literally. GP ReCyko+ rechargable batteries are damn long lasting!
bought it last saturday. and till now theres no need to charge! everyday i try putting it into the charger but it always shows the green light! which means battery full.
had a weird encounter while i was on the bus home.
it was at the stop before the stop i was suppose to alight, this aunty who was gonna board the bus said something in teochew about a man lying outside the busstop. and she wasn't sure if he was dead.
so the bus driver came out of his seat but was afraid to go check if he was really dead.
as it was already past midnight there was only the bus driver, the aunty, me and 2 other passengers. so one of the passengers decided to be the one to go check it out.
he got down and went to shake the person. saying "hello? hello?" a few times. the guy on the floor had no reaction.
then suddenly, the guy made a small move. and that was it. the passenger continued to shake him to no avail. so he decided to go back to the bus. and that was all.
i even did a 3d model just for illustration purposes of what i saw.
creepy shit luh.
i mean, if it was a homeless man he wouldn't just lie across the walkway wouldn't he?
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The two portray a young man and a single mother, respectively, both of whom are framed as people they aren't and are coerced into carrying out the terrorist cell's plot.
look at him go! uber hotness!
******** after movie and dinner. it was still pouring,
we look like we just showered after running to the cab in the stupid heavy rain
also, have realised its really suay that it rained. because if it didn't, we wouldn't take a cab all the way back from cine. being the eve of a public holiday, the additional costs to the starting fare is like DAYLIGHT ROBBERY.
Starting fare: $2.80 Town Surcharge: $3.00 Diesel charge: $0.30 Eve of Public holiday charge: $1.00
Total fare before moving 1cm: $7.10.
thank goodness it was already quite late so there was no ERP charge.
its no different from touting anymore. stupid g********t never use brain.
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