| Friday, March 30, 2007 |
| Poopy |
it's been a really really tiring week.
monday: worked 4-10.
tuesday: despite working late ytd, woke up 9am, reached airport 11:30am to send etik off, then meet the rest to go to the chalet. played this game called 21 and i lost 6-7 times in a row. so bloody not fair. and i drank till i got super hot and bothered.
wednesday: still at the chalet... drank a teensy bit more. but i was fine.
thursday: checked out at 8:30am. got home. and to school for trial runs till 7pm. trial runs are tiring, but its exercise! so im happy.
and...
FRIDAY!
was suppose to reach school at 9 this morning.
but i was too tired and took a hour more to sleep.
did some trial runs of the registration booth.
it was pretty hilarious acting as freshmen.
people would pretend to fight and all,
and act blurr and insane all the way.
had lunch at north canteen.
a second for me because it was so damn far away from where i usually study.
first of all, the first person i spot there was XUETING!
(: it's been ages since i saw her.
second of all, i had chick chop spaghetti for lunch.
the chicken chop from the western stall is SUPERB.
so yummy lar!
tastes better than the one from south canteen.
but the tomato sauce for the spaghetti sucked big time.
double BOOOOOOO.
after lunch, the stupidest thing happened.
some people including yong came around looking for replacement for the 1-hour skit.
and lizhi so happened to be the lucky one.
then they needed 2 people in total.
so i became another so-called lucky one.
i thought maybe going to do some acting would be much for fun than the never ending trial runs.
but i was so wrong.
the script people kept changing the scripts.
people were not happy with their roles.
people got confused to which script they were to follow.
im telling you, it's the LAST weekday before the final SIT orientation
and THEY BLOODY CANNOT DECIDE THE ROLES.
i was so pissed when my role was switched here and there.
i voiced out something like :
like come on, you needed people. i agreed to help out because it was a small role like you said. but now you're bluffing us and giving us the lead roles and expect us to get everything right in a day??
you gotta be kidding me.
to add to the chaos,
the auditorium had no aircon.
imagine the frustration.
at the end of the day,
me and lizhi decided to be just normal OGLs with no other posts.
taking up OGLing has really been a great scarifice considering my working, social and personal commitments.
there's a give and take to everything okay.
BAH!
sentosa tomorrow.
gotta crash soon or i'm gonna die of exhaustion.
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I know u see me looking at you and you already know
I wanna love you, you already know |
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| Thursday, March 29, 2007 |
| When sleep feels like heaven |
i am uberly tired and shagadalic.
went to the chalet on tuesday.
checked out this morning, got home.
rested for 30 seconds and rushed to school for ogl meeting.
which ended at 7!
i had to tour the whole school to prepare to teach the freshmens.
i can't believe i signed up to be an OGL,
when i still feel like a newb in the school.
and i've never been a leader.
it's usually because i'm too tired, too busy, or just plain lazy to do so.
the people are great. MIT has the largest manpower.
and that means that 2-3 people will be assigned to each freshman class.
this year's MIT intake has increased a hell lot.
from 14 classes last year to about 20 classes this year.
the school is offically overpopulated.
well. i hope i do a good job on the 4-day orientation next week (:
i can't believe i gave up work for this!
well, life's not all about money (:
*******
RAARRHHH!
what do you think this is?
i had a pretty nasty accident which is totally not called for.
yes, it would have been avoided if i had not kept my fingernails SO DAMN LONG!
we were playing and then suddenly. SNAP!
it broke into half.
right into the blood part.
BLAH!
i dont wish to go into much details.
it was horrible and so there.
im having diffculty in doing everything.
me handicapped.
boohoo.
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway |
| posted by kimmiee @ 8:29 PM |
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| Monday, March 26, 2007 |
| What Nonsense |
sometimes i wonder who my friends really are.
are they out there to harm me?
or are they there supporting my decisions?
best friends communicate don't they?
best friends are happy for each other when they found happiness.
and not get mad at them for finding happiness.
shouldn't friend be HAPPY for each other???
i really don't understand. and it's keeping me awake.
there are times i really feel scared in the big world.
i don't need a thousand friends.
im contented with the friends i have.
because i know they're people whom i can trust.
people who know my insides.
people who meant the world to me.
people whom i love.
it's been years since i've had a fight with a friend.
i don't know why she got pissed for.
i did absolutely NOTHING to her.
I SWEAR I DID NOTHING TO HER AT ALL.
sometimes i wished i could read what she's thinking.
because i know she's hell deep of a thinker.
it's unfair for me.
to get this at the receiving end.
is this how you treat a friend, really?
if this is so, i'd rather not have any friends.
because i know what a true friend would do... |
| posted by kimmiee @ 12:40 AM |
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| Saturday, March 24, 2007 |
| I think... I want... :) |
i can't believe it but...
i want to get a tattoo.
but dumdum doesn't allow.
dumdum: i dont care i'm not allowing you... what would our kids say next time.
me: i would say: your mummy is cool. when you grow up, you and mummy have matching ones k?
dumdum: omg. i dont care i'm not allowing lor.
grrrahh.
i'm also scared of the pain.
is it painful?
dang. a tattoo is so life changing.
but on second thought. maybe not so.
bah! i dont know.
lemme think of what i want for a tattoo first :) |
| posted by kimmiee @ 11:34 PM |
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| What a wonderful world |
just got back from supper with the andersen's gang.
etik's leaving comoing tuesday.
it's hard to believe that 6 months went pass so quickly.
and her attachment is up.
i remember the first indonesian attachment that came a year ago.
he was eko. and we were from the same batch that came in together.
now 2 indos have finished their 6-month attachment
and that means one thing.
that i've been working at Andersen's for exactly a whole year already.
which also means...
i have 1 year experience in F&B :D
which makes it hell lot easier to find jobs?
lol maybe...
well, we had supper at sakae sushi.
it was superb.
noor's treat.
we did pretty stupid and silly stuff here and there.
like when there were too many leftovers,
we put them nicely in one of the plates
and left it nicely back on the conveyer belt.
and Anwar knocked over his Pepsi twice
i didnt think there was any left for him to drink.
it was hilarious.
the bill came up to near $200.
i feel quite bad here. because he cabbed 4 of us home too.
i had a nice tour around Singapore.
from marina square to bedok to ubi to hougang.
and now i'm too bloated to sleep.
grrah!
(: |
| posted by kimmiee @ 1:31 AM |
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| Wednesday, March 21, 2007 |
| Trust |
sometimes, my insecurities get the best of me. i tell myself i'm over it, i'm fine, but am i really? tears come to me whenever i thought of what had happened. it's become a phobia. so bad that i dont know who i am anymore.
i wished someone would come and tell me everything will be okay. and that it will never happen again. but im so terrified, i fear everyday. why wasn't it right in the first place? why did it have to go through so much pain just to get where it is now? was all that really necessary to get where we are now?
i live everyday thinking about the day it might all come crashing down again. did i made the right choice to begin with? well, i hope i did. because it seems that every step i take, every decision i make, doesn't seem to be the better of both recently.
i tell myself to take it a day at a time. and that things are looking positive right now. pushing phobia thoughts out of my head only causes the tears to flow. you don't know how much it had affected me. so much so that i can only forgive, but never ever forget. you never seem to understand me at all. up till now.
i know it will happen again one day. but why am i still standing here? |
| posted by kimmiee @ 2:34 AM |
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| Saturday, March 17, 2007 |
| God broke the mold |
i dragged myslef up at 7.40am this morning. and it was terribly. considering the fact that i slept at 3.30am despite having to do the 9am opening shift the next day.
i did cone the whole day. i still can't decide whether it's a good thing or bad.
good is, i will not be stressed out. baking cone is at your own pace. if you take 10 hours to do it, exceeding your working hours, you'll still be paid. you don't have to worry about rushing the customers' orders or attending to their neverending complains.
bad is, i will smell of the damn cone mix for the rest of the day! it's irritating and no matter what i try, i will still smell a teensy of the cone. tried body wipes to body mists. but i can't do much for the smell thats stuck in the hair. i can't possibly bring a hair spray to work. besides, my hair is brittle enough for anymore harsh treatment.
which reminds me. i can't believe i bleached streaks in my hair. i was so against bleaching a year ago because it's hard to redye and touch up after the root grows out.
how now brown cow?
**********
it feels like a lifetime
before i'm back to where i belong
obstacles to come
i shiver just thinking about it
oh heck
come what may. |
| posted by kimmiee @ 11:33 PM |
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| Friday, March 16, 2007 |
| (: |
i can't believe i can spend a whole day at Vivo today.
there're so many things to shop!
i found a substitute for Dunkin Donuts!
which i've dearly missed since moving back from the states.
its some store called Vinco.
they have really yummy donuts sold at a really cheap price!
$1.20 for one.
$6 for half a dozen.
$11 for a dozen.
we went crazy and bought half a dozen!
sat at the roof top garden and watched the sun set.
splendid (: |
| posted by kimmiee @ 11:53 PM |
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| Thursday, March 15, 2007 |
| Red blond hair |
 I did my hair today.
its suppose to be copper brown base with light highlights. but i think i end up with red hair with blond highlights. its a mixture of everything. and only for $38. this picture i put up, you cant really see the colour. well thats the whole point. for you not to see the actual thing some people think its not nice. most think its nice. gah! i wanna go shave off the head. jin did some permanent curly twisty thing which is damn cool. she looks like a total doll. and it's only for $40 bucks! we should've taken a photo together. but we're both rushing to different places after the hair-doing. i had fun again today. everyday with you is fun. wheee ;) |
| posted by kimmiee @ 10:24 PM |
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| Wednesday, March 14, 2007 |
| Booboo the Moomoo |
i had shisha. apple this time.
but it doesnt taste abit like apple :S
met some new people today.
they're really nice and i had fun (:
i can drop dead early tonight.
so damn tired.
i'm gonna do my hair tomorrow.
hopefully jin the bimbo brings us to the right place.
bedok seems pretty far and unhappening.
i'm looking at a chalet on the last week of march.
hopefully we really have a chalet.
damn im blogging weird.
i think its the heavy weight on my eyelids.
1 sheep.. 2 sheep.. 3 sheep.. |
| posted by kimmiee @ 11:48 PM |
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| Monday, March 12, 2007 |
| The Getaway |
I'M BACK!!!
missed me? :D
bleah. i know you don't.
my getaway was grrreat.
even though it was just KL, Malaysia.
something random.
the first thing we did when we reached KL was rushed to KLCC. for this, it's worth to travel 300km. their curry chicken is the BEST! the standard NEVER drops.
we we're too hungry so there isn't any pictures of the curry chicken itself :D
the stuff here are pretty cheap.
and i got my GUESS wallet! :D
and i got it for a steal (: it was orginally RM129. then there was a 40% discount. if you do the math correctly, you should get about S$35? me so happy :)
the next highlight was the place i stayed. it is SUPER SPACIOUS. for the price of only $300.
i even had my own room can.
i even have a living rooom. it's like a house!
the fine KING SIZE bed. all MINEEE :D
the connecting toilet between the twins' room and mine. they love to use this door to get to my room.
:) pool view. perfect. the hot plate still sizzles when it reaches your table, leaving your face steamed. i am one happy girl :) ******** P.S. i've missed you. |
| posted by kimmiee @ 11:26 PM |
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| Saturday, March 10, 2007 |
| Running away |
 this neoprint was the first i took in YEARS!
taken a few days back.
well i can say that me and cass took too long to decide the size of photos that they chose it for us!
look how screwed up it is!
yawn!
it's 2am now and i just got home
i have to wake up at 5 to go malaysia tomorrow. i can't wait! :)
i'll be bringing the laptop i think.
then again, maybe not.
because the sole purpose was to watch the whole season of Ugly Betty on dvd.
but some genius left it in his oh-so-wonderful macbook :P
oh well :)
caught the movie Music & Lyrics just now.
it was pretty sweet.
and the music is superb!
those songs you can never find anymore.
damn the oldies are nice.
yawn! i'm sleeping while typing now.
guess i'm dead shack already.
gonna go get some eye shut.
see you on monday!
unless maybe i can find wireless in good 'O KL. |
| posted by kimmiee @ 2:04 AM |
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| Wednesday, March 7, 2007 |
| Slowly, Slowly |
i finally worked again!
LALALA.
so happy that i'm well enough to do so.
i can't believe i forgot to bring my phone out today.
i was using andersen's phone to call out like nobody's business.
its only now that i realised how dependent on the handphone i am.
i found myself getting damn irritated with cheena slangs.
talk to me in "Heex, gibb, dar dar, euu" language and i will despise you.
it's fucking annoying.
gees.
yawn.
i'm tired. but happy(:
and i think i will be for a long long long time. |
| posted by kimmiee @ 11:38 PM |
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| Body crumpling in no time |
i'm typing in pain now.
somehow my neck was super duper aching the whole damn day.
it's like i need a cast for it because any slight movement causes pain.
Life has been a twister ride.
the zillions of ups and downs forced me to grow up.
to see things in a different prospective.
i could never feel more peaceful than i already am.
(: |
| posted by kimmiee @ 12:21 AM |
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| Monday, March 5, 2007 |
| First, in months |
I feel happy.
I feel a little more healthier.
I feel free.
and never could feel any better than this.
I still feel like i'm in a dream.
But i smile knowing the truth.
I feel butterflies.
I feel tears of joy behind these small tiny eyes.
I feel a smile creeping up.
enlighten me, please.
the tide is finally over.
and all i need is a little more rest.
and i'm freed from the endless dose of medication.
i'm counting down to the little getaway this weekend.
i'll be tugging along my laptop :)
i feel peaceful.
at last.
a little fresh air really helped :) |
| posted by kimmiee @ 11:36 PM |
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| Saturday, March 3, 2007 |
| All mixed up |
Currently listening to: Winter Love-BoA
it's funny how i can feel a song even though i dont understand the language.
time flies.
now its Month 3.
and i only have 3 pathetic months in my archives.
it's gonna be a scar.
for me to start over like that.
i dont know how long kimberlyho.com will be there.
maybe i'll look back at all these one day and laugh.
or maybe cry. |
| posted by kimmiee @ 12:58 PM |
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| Friday, March 2, 2007 |
| Suay me |
still been vomiting.
sigh.
i'm so tired of it.
i'm begging for a miracle.
met up with jas the lizard today.
had a good talk with her, catching up on each other's lives.
im sleeping early for the first time tonight.
so that i can't vomit as much.
grrr. |
| posted by kimmiee @ 8:32 PM |
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| When will it all end? |
i found all the reasons not to.
but i also found all the reasons to.
life sucks. |
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| Thursday, March 1, 2007 |
| Highs and Lows |
YUMMY!
i'm having half boiled eggs right now.
i think i've pretty much mastered cracking boiling hot eggs :D
saw the doctor again yesterday.
this time its my family doctor all the way in tampines.
after 2 days having no appetite and vomiting and breathing diffculty.
it's amazing how i still can study for the last paper yesterday.
and he said i have tonsolitis.
which means i have swarms of ulcers on my tonsols.
its disgusting can :(
he specifically said: "no clubbing......" and looked up at me with a twinkle in his eye.
i did not club lor!
since when did i club!
bleah.
i still have not got my appetite back yet.
sigh :(
vomiting spells again!
RUUUNNN! |
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