| Wednesday, January 31, 2007 |
| Retrieved |
Currently Listening: No promises - Shayne Ward
Current Mood: 2/10
I got my old blog back.
thank goodness blogger can retrieve it.
but then again,
whats the use?
3/4 of them is filled with sad stuff.
well at least i recovered something.
thinking about how everything was gone in a blink of an eye,
i cant help but feel really angry right now.
you dont just appear and disappear whenever you feel like it please.
*******
i'm feeling really bad right now.
i know you care for me.
and you get worried when i start crying.
but i need time to blurt out my problems darling.
i realised.
i'm a thinker.
putting things into words is hard for me at times.
i get emotionally choked and speechless easily.
i'm sorry for having you to go through that with me.
when i'm unstable, i shut.
i know you try to be patient with me.
i know you're getting a teeny weeny frustrated.
when i said i wasn't okay,
you called immediately.
thanks for that darling.
it's been so long since i felt loved.
i hate to worry you
especially when you're busy in camp.
but bear with me alright?
i'm slowly opening up again.
step by step i try to pick up the pieces,
bit by bit i try to fix them back together.
i believe i'll fully recover one day.
i dont die so easily (: |
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| Monday, January 29, 2007 |
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stole a shot of lizhi.
ahaha.
i can't believe i spent a WHOLE freaking day at the library today.
i still have French to study for.
GRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAHHHHHHH.
why must all projects and tests come all at once!
Headache ah headache. |
| posted by kimmiee @ 1:53 PM |
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| NEW NEW NEEEEWW |
SNEAK PEEK into the brand new layout of kimmiee.com!
coming reeeeal sooon!
can't wait (: |
| posted by kimmiee @ 11:26 AM |
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| Saturday, January 27, 2007 |
| My dog, Niki |
this is one funny doggie. he has the whole sofa to sleep on. but he chose to squeeze into the spot between the sofa armrest and me. so here he is, stuck between me and the armrest. i think he's cold and wants to share body heat. i would love to move away from the armrest but thats where i place my laptop to do work. stupid dog :P but that is why i love him. |
| posted by kimmiee @ 3:00 PM |
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| A day with you |
suddenly i see, this is what i wanna be
suddenly i see, why the hell it means so much to me |
| posted by kimmiee @ 4:18 AM |
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| Friday, January 26, 2007 |
| I looove writing |
i was bored in class.
so this picture was posted right after i took it.
i realised how much i miss writing.
as in REALLY writing.
in school, i'm mostly using the laptop or school computers for work.
there is hardly any writing!!!
i dont even bring a pen sometimes.
i used to write diarys but now the world is so advanced, we use web logs.
maybe i should do something really lame like write my entries on a piece of paper and scan it in as a blog entry.
i remember how the skin on my index finger started to rip off because of all the writing during my sec school days. now its as smooth as a baby's butt.
i loved history and social studies because of all the crap i can write.
i loooved writing compos. not forgetting writing letters to friends!!! OH MY GOD i wrote heaps of them.
i would love to write a letter now.
though i dont know who should i write to.
maybe writing to my dog is best.
he agrees to everything i say.
uh oh. the lecturer is peeping at me blogging now.
better off the lappy before he sees even more!
ciao!
love love,
kimmiee |
| posted by kimmiee @ 8:34 AM |
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| Thursday, January 25, 2007 |
| Very Random |
Yong said this pic's gonna end up on my blog. so HERE IT IS! i make it true. thou i have no intention of blogging his NAME =.= |
| posted by kimmiee @ 10:55 AM |
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| Wednesday, January 24, 2007 |
| Blessings |
i've recovered! :)
from the hacking and deletion of my msn, friendster, and my 2-year-old blog.
i learnt that a person can be the sweetest and most harmless creature, and also the meanest, ruthless and heartless creature.
i don't know why he did what he did. i've thought of possibilities.
maybe perhaps he couldnt take the fact that i've moved on and found someone new.
if i was the one who dumped him, i can at least understand what he did.
but HE was the one who dumped me.
choosing his friends and work over me.
he said i embarassed him when i cried.
i meant nothing to him, just a girlfriend in name.
so whatever he did to me, he has absolutely no right to it.
and neither will i ever understand why
i am amazed at myself for enduring all those crap in the past.
i hurt everyday, and i didnt even realised it.
everyone around me saw our meaningless future.
except me.
i blame myself for being so blinded by love.
my mom used to say,"now you wont see it, but later down the road, you'll look back and say "i wasted my time doing things for a guy who's not worth it."
i didnt believe her then.
like i said, i was blinded by love.
after the final breakup, i thought i would never love again.
i lost all hope.i was moodless everyday.
i hung on to the happy moments to smile.
but that was only temporary.
tears always came after that.
the love we shared in the past was amazing.
but people do change.
its part and parcel of life
though the breakup was a sudden and nasty one.
we have parted ways.
the end of our misery.
a start of a new life.
i forgive you for what you did.
for i can't hold my anger for too long.
guess i've got my mood back for blogging.
it was hard to deal with an empty blog.
oh well :)
"old one don't go, new one don't come"- direct translation from chinese to english
that's what people's been telling me.
much love,
kimo |
| posted by kimmiee @ 7:20 AM |
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| Tuesday, January 23, 2007 |
| Big my FOOT |
a friend sighed and said your music SUCKED that night.
and wished for you to play nicer songs.
i'm so happy i'm bouncing off walls.
HA HA HA.
PUI |
| posted by kimmiee @ 12:54 PM |
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| Saturday, January 20, 2007 |
| The Evil Ex Boyfriend |
You must be wondering what had happened to my old blog, kimberlyho.com
well. some fuckhead DELETED my blogger account.
yes yes. HE is none other than DANIEL TOK CHEE SHEN.
fuckest fucker on Earth.
i dont know why he did what he did.
he was the one who dumped me.
but yet still want to do things to hurt the shit out of me.
well he got me this time.
the LAST and FINAL time.
now i have absolutely NOTHING to do with you.
EVIL BUSTARD.
hope you die a horrible death.
me, yong and lizhi will be dancing on your grave. |
| posted by kimmiee @ 2:22 PM |
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